the library is freaking cold, you know that? Happy birthday, jeri!

raarr

i'm in the freaking cold school library right now. keep quiet. taking a short break ok?

just gotta say a happy birthday to jeri, whose actual birthday was yesterday.. sorry i couldnt go for the one yesterday, but party on saturday was beyond amazing and i'm still recovering from that. thanks for the invitation!!

sorry peeps, ive got no pictures.. waiting for jeri to post it up actually.. and i wonder who that camera belonged to.. the one where the group of us girls took a picture on the lucious king sized bed. if that person happens to come by to this blog, please leave a message!!! thanks :)

hmmm i dont think i'll be going for anymore consultations that makes me feel embarrassed and as if i'm just wasting the time of the teacher, even though its important to me that i get all the points needed for the question. maybe another tutor will be more understanding...

OMG i must note it here that yesterday, after i came home, i totally knocked out and i can't remember for nuts what i did!!! ooommgg somebody drugged my plain water or something. I HAVE NO RECOLLECTION!! AT ALL!!!

yea so you can just imagine the state i was in when i woke up.. like "its morning already??". yea, CONFUSED is what i was.

to note down abit about my wild saturday at jeri's party at a PRESIDENTIAL SUITE.. omg, it was very very fancy.. daniel came over cause i had a mini clothes crisis to help me out a bit before we cabbed down to shangrila to the valley wing.. then this guy opened the door for us and we were guided to this private lift lobby.. then tushar appeared from the lift! haha in a really smart suit- white vest (yes i call it a vest) and all. lol, and the lift goes directly to the frontdoor of the suite!

not many people were around yet though techinically we were already late. LOL. anyway the night was amazing, the suite had a freaking gym!! and the bathroom was so exquisite. everyone was there.. crenshaw, tushar, chris, sam yan, yan's friend, nikko, casey.... yea and we made quite a few new peeps like kimberly, grace, jewel (i know right? such a pretty name)

chris and tushar brought over their xboxes with guitar hero and all.. the drum thing was spoilt, so whatever.. for the entire night, some people were just glued to those 2 game consoles, seriously.

after the whole thing, the suite was totally trashed, and like the managers were involved. LOL.

haha that makes me wonder how last night went......

anyway, i decided that i shall not be lazy and joined facebook. i dont think i'll be updating much there so actually its pretty pointless! lol.. but whatever, if you've got facebook add me k??

:)

righto. my fingers a going numb.. back to work

Oooo joy.

The Man That Can't Be Moved

by The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not
I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't sit her,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in backgroung]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.

both worlds

OTHER WORLDS.

fantasy, gothic, dystopia, utopia, dreamscape, numinous.........

i really want both worlds.

that seems quite difficult right now.

but whatever it is, i'm so glad to have you agree to come.

i hate to say this, but i love math.

the best thing that happened to me this week is surprisingly math.

math used to bring me much agony, confusion, fustration and fear.

now it seems like the only A i can get in prelims.

this week is not the best of weeks.. i think everyone is feeling the pressure now.

flabber-jabber-birthday-deathday-decay-goo

what a time to update. when i had so much free time at hand, i dont feel like updating, but once the work stuff comes in i feel the need to.

tsk, humans. so CompLex, dont you agree?

i just realised like.. today that its the 16th of september already and tomorrow is the 17th. so fast. doesnt anyone find weird that there's no big news about the 911 event in the 'post 911' years. as in, i didnt even realise that sept 11 just went pass! i suppose its no longer considered 'post 911' anymore.. its sort of become history already. hmmm

or maybe there was some sort of news, just that i didnt read it thats all. haha

for the past month or so, my days are named as"2weeks before prelims" or "9 days before prelims". and now its like "7.5 weeks to A levels"

its like..


A: "eh what day is it today?"
B: "err.. 7.5 weeks before A levels."
OR
B: "math paper 1"


yea.. you catch my drift. thats life for you currently..

the atmosphere today wasnt too good i feel. its a little.. depressing. i dont really like it, but it cant really be helped. any attempt in trying to change these things will just seem pretty superficial and sorta fake and interferring with other people's business. soooo...just....... cheer up peeps. emoing dont do people much good.

i wonder what jeri has planned for her 18th this year... its something to look forward to :)

mummy allows me to go for snow mountain trip!! haha.. YEESSS ok that i'm really glad about. great friends, taiwan in dec, hiking, pitching tents, cooking...... all you need is an amazing bunch of people to make things so freaking interesting. and so far quite alot of us can go!! ^_^


OOMGGG snow mountain...............

i just have to work after that and pay her back.... and earn enough to pay for my bali trip with KOF. haha that one... i havent told her yet. heh heh.

i'm so proud of py and ed!!! they did so well for prelims so far. you guys deserve it. keep up the amazing work!! people, we've only got 2 months left, so this is it!! we can do it! :):):)

yeahh..

step by step.

stop burning bridges you've built.

printing. teacher's day rantings.

if only i still had small feet...

3min to 2am..

printing printing.. i have a slow printer.

i just had instant noodles. as in, its REALLY instant, no kidding about that. yan bought it from bangkok (before the current turmoil, duh). all you gotta do is to put the noodles and condiments that it comes with into a bowl of sorts, pour hot water, over the bowl, wait 2 min, and then TAH-DAH!! instant noodles!

i wonder how instant noodles can get.. there are these canned soup and noodles vending machines in korea i think. thats the ultimate, if you ask me... for now..

yes, people, PROGRESS. is there an end to it? i don't know.

hello person in the future, reading this, if you have managed to invent a time machine of sorts, come back to the above stated date and say HI to me!! haha but please not so early in the morning, cause i'll be freaked out. really. thanks!!

righty.. printer ran out of paper..

i suppose i should update about the past few days.. there's really nothing much actually...

thursday i watched WALL-E with daniel.. dont ask, daniel wanted to. but it wasnt too bad la, really. walle was quite adorable and funny.. yea, we had a wild time.

then friday was teacher's day.. you know, over the years, the whole getting a gift to appreaciate your teachers thing just wears out of its novelty. not that appreaciating them is not the right thing to do, it is!

but can you imagine? teachers will, year after year, get all sorts of useless crap like bookmarks, cups with 'happy teacher's day printed on them (comes in tens. may be homogeneous in design), flowers, FAKE flowers? (haha), memorabilias, chocolates in tonnes perhaps. haha. it just builds up! and if your teachers have pack-rat syndrome like me, oooohhh my, what a huge problem. at least they can get a sore throat and grow an extra tyre with the chocolates, and real flowers wither.. but think about the space needed to store those cups!!

yea, so if you really love your teachers, dont get them anything. just wish them a happy teacher' day, and if you really mean it, i'm sure it'll be a better gift than helping them mess up their space.

oh, and the performance this year totally sucked. i wasted my entire damn morning for that badly organised crap, the emcees were an accidental (and momentary) hit. And can someone explain to me WHY would anyone offer to perform on stage infront of the entire school when he/she/they are embarrassing with their act? you know why? cause i have no idea.

with the exception of the j2 band and cynthia's group's rip off of okgo's a million ways dance routine, i think the above paragraph applies to everything else. its just my opinion and perhaps just the rest of the entire school, thats all, no offence.

cynthia and friend's version was quite cute. if i'm not wrong, they recieved the loudest applause of all. well done, girl!

and if wasting my entire morning was not enough, they had freaking BALLOONS. and freaking matt kept popping them! grr..

hmmm... must be the late-night-ranting thing working up again.

then sat.. what happened on sat? oh. i did math, had sushi (yum) with daniel and slept

sun? slept

mon? slept (and watched 50firstdates and made pizza with SHARP chedder, which turned out to be quite nauseating cause the crust was all soft and the whole 2 pizzas was too salty. yea)

tuesday? ok yesterday was quite alright. mr glascow had a free slot for us for consultation, organised by jerome :)

tomorrow? haha. i better sleep soon if i want a tomorrow!!

almost done with printing... 2.25am

oh. and my freaking neighbourhood doesnt have a single store that sells italian dressing. i had to walk all the way to holland to get my kick. raawrr.

done! 2.43am... snore...

National day 08 pictures!

oohhh joy! i can't for tomorrow!

i'm going to take a short one-day-break with my dearest

before we all sink back into the ring-shaped wave pool of never ending sorrow.

OH! here are the pictures from our national day outing.. courtesy of dorville :)

YOU GUYS ROCK MY SOCKS!!

(though i dont really have many.. haha.. i've got one of rod's if that counts! LOL)

Priorities

wow, 23 visits to my humble blog yesterday.. Chanel is so popular lol

i love my kof and every single one of us in it. i dont know how i would do without you guys. others around us might change, people come and go, but we know we're for life and beyond :)

speaking of life and BEYOND. LOL, if i go before huimin does, i'll come back to visit her and tell her all about the experiences that death brings. she doesnt mind at all! after all, its a once-in-a-life-time experience, and its definitely worth sharing! dont you agree with us? hahaa

my priorities have not changed. though in the past studies may have taken the back seat for some time, i dont forsee that happening very often anymore.

OOHH but food is so hard to resist sometimes!! lol and i cant help but let it take first place :P

hahaha

life is a big game with happiness as main goal, no use brooding over the past. so people, lets stop fretting about the big P and make the most of today!! YES. what a great lease of Life today. i had fun disturbing Jerome (haha :P), trying hard to explain my point about JUSTICE to dorville (even though she's the one that really links everything together and making sense of our shaky points). plus i found the notes on mass movements that yan was talking about last night.

did i mention i had amazing bus luck today? lol, everything went so well today.

ok maybe not everything.. there is ONE thing thats wrong.

MR GLASCOW HAD NO TIME FOR US!!!!!

-_-"" neh neh...

thank goodness for dorville, or our day would have been totally ruined.

oh and its also amazing that my mum is cooking again- and cooking such nice food!

raarrr i'm off to eat. haha, food takes priority now :P:P

My Role Model

Coco Gabrielle Chanel

Depression

Symptoms of depression include:

Loss of interest in normal daily activities
Feeling sad or down
Feeling hopeless
Crying spells for no apparent reason
Problems sleeping
Trouble focusing or concentrating
Difficulty making decisions
Unintentional weight gain or loss
Irritability
Restlessness
Being easily annoyed
Feeling fatigued or weak
Feeling worthless
Loss of interest in sex
Thoughts of suicide or suicidal behavior
Unexplained physical problems, such as back pain or headaches


Depression symptoms can vary greatly because different people experience depression in different ways. A 25-year-old man with depression may not have the same symptoms as a 70-year-old man, for instance. For some people, depression symptoms are so severe that it's obvious something isn't right. Others may feel generally miserable or unhappy without really knowing why.

Do YOU suffer from depression? If you do, seek help immediately.

(haha)

you know i'm not talking about you.

radom facts

1. i dont approve of it
2. he said yes
3. trying not to cry makes my left eye puffy
4. yay i did population today!
5. i dont care already

cuteness beyond measure!

i have nothing i want to say except to go to damien's blog to look at ELMO. omg he's the cutest, no one can measure up to that cute little monster!

hahaa

and albi the racist dragon too.

LOL

total cuteness

and because i'm a total tech retard, you can reach it here!

http://akadamien.blogspot.com/2008/08/for-viewing-pleasure-of.html

Peace in Pursuit.

YES, i'm selfish

NO, i dont care about it

MY flow, MY views, MY way.

Up till now, its the only way i know how to survive.

You're either With me, or Against me.


this is my general standpoint about my current situation, and does not refer to anyone whatsoever. should there be misunderstandings.
Peace in Pursuit.

happy meal

yet again i'm here online when i shouldnt be.

i've yet to study for econs test tomorrow and i haven't started my geog essay which is due tomorrow.

i like my macs happy meal.

'free' mass-produced toys are so fun.

i love math, econs and especially geog.

T01 rocks.

share a plate of cut fruits.

soup refills.

........

get serious

Go away, you freaky stalker.

dear my blog,

hello my blog. did you miss me?

i've been busy lately.. with geog and math and school..

ok fine, i've been pretending to do work. haha. you know i'm easily distracted.

i'm sorry for neglecting you for so long, you must have felt quite empty.

well not much has changed significantly.. just that peiyi's jospeh is quite new i suppose, and i met him on racial harmony day! lol on that day, shuxian, nicole, sam, victoria and i wore sarees! aggie and char wore jap and chang yong was in chinese. and the guys were so cute in their sarong and singlets.. playing frisbee in the morning. you would have laughed if you saw it! haha

yesterday, KOF met up, and it was so..... hmm.. words will just undermine it.

frisbee this afternoon was pretty exciting. well done cj :) and the golden shoe boy without socks is mine. raawr.

my eyes are tired now, dear blog.

there are things that i'd like to keep to myself and myself only.. and maybe some other people.. too bad for you, i'm not going to tell you what!

haha, ok.. when i get the racial harmony pictures from victoria, i'll post it up here!

talking about pictures..... my camera is spoilt.

yes, blog, weep. for the source of your colour is gone!

:(

sigh.


love, yang.

- blah

its 4min to 10pm.

these are the things i've yet to do

1. geog tutorial questions on litho for tomorrow
2. 1 full geog essay to be handed in to mr tay BY TOMORROW
3. study for econs test tomorrow (firms)

thats only the mandatory things for school.

2min more.

somebody shoot me.

diaryland

erm. this has nothing to do with this blog, but i felt like changing the blogskin of the older blog to the previous one that it was dressed in before it had the same picture above cause it was so nice and i like it quite alot.

and i just realised that there are only 2 punctuations in the above sentence and its very long.

and so is the one above this.

ok i will stop.

shut up, you are smart.

end of story.

http://ygwi.diaryland.com/

mr lim's bday last friday

yea yea i've been lazy.



so?



i'll blame it on... nah, i wont and can't blame it on anyone anyway


today, the key that i've been holding i returned to odac. (via mr lim cause no matter how many clues i give to the j1s, they dont seem to get that there are THREE KEYS, and not just 2!!)


haha, byebye store.. you were so neat and tidy. now its going to be destroyed in the hands of the jones...


haha, until they prove me wrong this view stays


AND because i'm too lazy, and i'm not entirely technologically retarded, i'll leave it all to a video to tell a portion of the story of last friday:

Mr lim's 39th birthday!

while the video loaded, here's some quiz off rod's bloggie!

and yanny has been watching japanese serial shows on her laptop and laughing randomly to herself and the screen. if you read this yan, you look really weird.

esp when i'm doing an essay on dreamscapes. yeah.

(LOL)

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

yup~

i'm so lazy to type an entry that all you get is a title.