friendly people

omgg....

i just came back from the interview.. they were freak friendly!!!

3 school principals, 1 educational psycologist, 1 scholarship applications guy

AHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sorta forgot all the questions they asked already. omg..

blank out now!!

shu says friendly=good? AHHHhh i hope so..

WHOO!!

it was supposed to be another boring day.. and the only part worth looking forward to was the evening...

then so many things happened!! lol

to sum it up: MOE, dan's SMU, innotrek, job offer which i declined, job opportunity with peiyi. bubble tea, spontaneous trip with kof!!

lol. and omg.. 5 more days, people!!!!!! haha i totally cant wait.

i gotta note all of them down man!!

things are looking up!

i simply love hanging out with kof. complete comfort zone man.

i love you guys.. :):):)

little pieces make up a whole

whoa... today was.. just lots of little things that make up today.

firstly, i had to deal with quite a bit Q stuff with shu.. brings me much goosebumps. yeah even now..

and that email and thing that made me feel quite uncomfortable.. i just ignored it.

then came the kids that dont seem to care about their lives. they have O levels at the end of this year and they are still behaving like that, its really saddening to see. and i feel as if i dont have the power to change this because i'm only there for such a short period of time. its not enough to make much of a difference see, and i feel abit useless there. i just got a little pissed off to the point i dont care anymore. yes. i dont care anymore.

ok.. haha, the chocolate truffle cake thing was just simply delectable. its a cake version of Royce chocolates, so you can totally imagine how rich and creamy it is. crazy i tell you. if the guy comes this friday again, i'm totally going to find a way to get it for dan!

then came more people that dont care about their lives, so i cant be bothered

followed by the indecision to talk to the kids from council

yeah and i came home and just felt so tired, i slept pass 7

then went for a walk to relax a little, and it was where i had to try to draw a clear line on where this stands.

dan called today!! haaha thats always the highlight of the day :)

well anyway, this sunday is off. i'm a little disappointed, but my priorities are crystal clear. your word over everything :)

thank goodness for this friday with kof :)

the old man

its the face that reminds you that time has passed
greying hair that had decreased
in numbers, sunspots and blemishes..
the load he carried upon his back is
showing below his eyes.

his face seemed to have shrunken aback...
leaving his eyes protruding,
a result of seeing too much of the world?

the anticipation to this point was nil,
if not stained with dispising reluctance to go.
but the well-tested bait of
dough was tempting. effective.

fortunate to have a companion, to take
the stress of attention off myself,
the unknown laid before us.

a gorge not visited for 3 years,
has finally presented itself.

tread slowly and be wary, for the risk
of losing the golden goose has a
consequence too high.

with hatred, confusion, unwillingness
and sadly pity..
i faced this stranger i call.......

resuscitating you, blog!

its been a while since words appeared here in longer paragraphs/sentences. lol.. yea i've been either busy or lazy :P

ok.. mostly lazy. and there isn't much that i want to tell the general everyone about anyway.

it'll just bore you to death. seriously. haha.

well i'm doing relief work on monday at stc! nicole will be with me for 2 days.. and we'll be on our own for a day each.

i cant say i'm totally, completely thrilled to be back in stc.. partially cause the stories i've heard about the......state... that its in now. haha. canteen food is one of the main reasons for the missing enthusiasm. and the other? council. but thats a story for another day..

i'm just glad i've got something to keep me busy for awhile. plus, i'll get to see shu for the 3 days there! haha its always a joy to have her around :)

OH on friday aka yesterday, when shu and i were having lunch, i got called for smu interview!! lol they say ive been shortlisted for the business school and there'll be an interview on sat

yeah so its all exciting.. and today was a little nerve wrecking. partially cause i havent written an essay or done a compre in like forever, and partially cause i felt kinda under dressed (hey they said 'smart casual' right?) lol

well we'll get to know if we're the 700 selected out ofthe 1500 some time mid may? i dunno.. its out of my hands now

i miss having camps. haha.. kinda miss the rush of every thing (sometimes how slow things go) and the people i worked with for the past few camps. its all good man.. i only know the next one under azad is next month. can't wait!!

i just dont like taking cold showers at midnight.. thats the only part of the camp i dont agree with!!!! hahaha

can't wait for this friday too... sleepover!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha... missing you cute one!

its all down on paper, dont you worry. i wont forget like that :)

countdown: 11days!

an almost mirror image

you know.. i was just missing the boy, and so i looked through some of our pictures and i realised...

i just realised how similar we looked,

especially when we smile...

;_;

101th post

the 101th post here

cherating cherating cherating

i'll see you soon

doesnt matter that its not tomorrow

honey and lemons

i just want to be with you always


Ps. Happy 17th :)

things ive owed

PICTURES

Second Valentines

Happy Valentines Day people :)

thank goodness the 2 of us view such holidays as a piece of commercialised crap.

but no harm making it an excuse to shower the other with much material affection, something my logical and practical brain needs to allow my hands to let go of some hard earned dough.
(yes, brain, you get in the way sometimes)

a nice hand made card would have been the most perfect gift of all... though even if there were none, thats ok too :) cause just being able to have your hand so firmly holding mine as we cross the road says alot already

next time, we'll make reservations

roses die, teddy bears get neglected and chocolates get eaten or grow mouldy... but some things will never change.

Love is 2 people comfortable enough to lie completely naked in each other's arms, having a heart to heart conversation that no other pair of ears will hear and after, feeling totally relaxed, fall asleep. The Trust needed is immense. And it is here that things can flow honestly, purely, away from plastic reality.

i'm sorry i ate your carrot cake chocolate. hee

now i'm a lonely soul without a camera... and all the pictures i've taken in it.

waiting for friday to come. dreading the part inbetween.

manicure

lol yeah.. just though i'd post this up. my first manicure!! haha like a month ago or something..

i forgot to take the camera from daniel so the boy escaped from having incriminating evidence of ever having had a manicure with me. hmph.

you got away this time.....

anyway, he coming with me was reward for not biting my nails. haha. quite worth the self restraint, really. thanks dan :)

i havent bitten my nails since that stressful day at IMM giant! hahaha

we had a stayover at dan's house yesterday.. will post up the pictures when i do get them!

Oooooo kannan is coming back this friday!!

singapore flyer, here we come..

growing old happily

four views

one year one month one day

to the dodgy end

rochor bean curd. yum

i'd rather get cancer.

i'm loving it

haha..

sorry for not updating...

i've gotten really busy

stock taking for F&N, camp facilitator and possibly tuition

meeting new and amazing friends,

keeping in touch with my old buddies,

spending time with the one i love...

i'm wonderfully tired again, and i'm loving it :)

this is how life should be.

i need PICTURES in this thing.

COLOUR!!

surrender your camera to me.

oh, delete that picture already!

He saved a man last night, and got his nice shirt dirty.

He tried something new. And i was very happy.

He toasted waffles and ate them with TREE-honey.

He watched finding nemo :)

i love him ❤

back!

HELLO WORLD!!

I HAVE FORGOTTEN ABOUT THIS BLOG...

BUT I'VE RETURNED!!

hahahahahaha

but i have nothing to say here.. cause its been a long time of not updating so its actually quite sian to take off from where i left off

basically, As are over!!! thats the main part

dan and i finally turned 18! lol

taiwan was amazing.. really.. the mountains were breathtaking. and we overcame all the obstacles as great friends would

and OMG it snowed!!! lol.. i'll photos up when i get them :)

happy anniversary darling :)
since somehow everyone knows already

i'm meeting miss koh tomorrow! yay........ lol

ok. lazy to update le, have a nice holiday!

i'm so retarded to have lost lecture 7-9 of my geog notes

one freaking week before my A level paper

yes, someone splash me with ice water

(no please don't)

the library is freaking cold, you know that? Happy birthday, jeri!

raarr

i'm in the freaking cold school library right now. keep quiet. taking a short break ok?

just gotta say a happy birthday to jeri, whose actual birthday was yesterday.. sorry i couldnt go for the one yesterday, but party on saturday was beyond amazing and i'm still recovering from that. thanks for the invitation!!

sorry peeps, ive got no pictures.. waiting for jeri to post it up actually.. and i wonder who that camera belonged to.. the one where the group of us girls took a picture on the lucious king sized bed. if that person happens to come by to this blog, please leave a message!!! thanks :)

hmmm i dont think i'll be going for anymore consultations that makes me feel embarrassed and as if i'm just wasting the time of the teacher, even though its important to me that i get all the points needed for the question. maybe another tutor will be more understanding...

OMG i must note it here that yesterday, after i came home, i totally knocked out and i can't remember for nuts what i did!!! ooommgg somebody drugged my plain water or something. I HAVE NO RECOLLECTION!! AT ALL!!!

yea so you can just imagine the state i was in when i woke up.. like "its morning already??". yea, CONFUSED is what i was.

to note down abit about my wild saturday at jeri's party at a PRESIDENTIAL SUITE.. omg, it was very very fancy.. daniel came over cause i had a mini clothes crisis to help me out a bit before we cabbed down to shangrila to the valley wing.. then this guy opened the door for us and we were guided to this private lift lobby.. then tushar appeared from the lift! haha in a really smart suit- white vest (yes i call it a vest) and all. lol, and the lift goes directly to the frontdoor of the suite!

not many people were around yet though techinically we were already late. LOL. anyway the night was amazing, the suite had a freaking gym!! and the bathroom was so exquisite. everyone was there.. crenshaw, tushar, chris, sam yan, yan's friend, nikko, casey.... yea and we made quite a few new peeps like kimberly, grace, jewel (i know right? such a pretty name)

chris and tushar brought over their xboxes with guitar hero and all.. the drum thing was spoilt, so whatever.. for the entire night, some people were just glued to those 2 game consoles, seriously.

after the whole thing, the suite was totally trashed, and like the managers were involved. LOL.

haha that makes me wonder how last night went......

anyway, i decided that i shall not be lazy and joined facebook. i dont think i'll be updating much there so actually its pretty pointless! lol.. but whatever, if you've got facebook add me k??

:)

righto. my fingers a going numb.. back to work

Oooo joy.

The Man That Can't Be Moved

by The Script

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not
I'm not gonna move,
Got some words on cardboard got your picture in my hand,
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am,
Some try to hand me money they don't understand,
I'm not... broke I'm just a broken hearted man,
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I've been in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Policeman says son you can't sit her,
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year,
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows,
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go.

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

People talk about the guy
Whos waiting on a girl...
Oohoohwoo
There on no hole in his shoes
But a big hole in his world...
Hmmmm
Maybe I'll get famous as man who can't be moved,
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news,
And you'll come running to the corner...
Cos you'll know it's just for you
I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that your missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'd come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
[Repeat in backgroung]
So I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.
I'm not moving...
I'm not moving.

Going back to the corner where I first saw you,
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag not I'm not gonna move.