i have decided

i have fantastic friends that i love so so so so much <3 <3 what will i do without you guys, SERIOUSLY?? :):) amazing.. god-sent! :):) thanks alot alot, shu, for helping me book the plane/train tickets AND offering to get me a SIM card!! omg.. lol unbelievable.

i really need to dig out the thesaurus for more alternative words to describe my feelings of gratitude and joy! :P

time to look for the little mermaid :)

erm.. well.. i have decided... that there is nothing. i can't imagine it as of now....

haha maybe this is how he felt/feels. and i understand what he meant now.. even though it hurt to hear it then.. i think i feel the same way now.

i've come to accept my past relationship as a learning experience that i do not regret going through.. and through this past few years i have learnt ALOT about myself, about relationships and what i really want in a life partner.. i can't help but compare it to the past..... its just not the same. and the differences.... i don't have that extra oomph feeling, i guess. haha how to say.. lets just leave it as that...

maybe its time to start hinting more.. that what it was before and what it is now is all i want to be. in the gentlest way i know how... please let it be alright this time with this one... i really don't want to lose a friend because of such silly complications again.

focus on travel plans!!! :):)

can't wait to spend christmas with my london lovelies <3