post-mid yr

now that mid-yrs is over and i have given myself some time for a break, it doesnt feel right at all! ooohhh the great ironies of life.

its like.. i had dinner, washed the dishes and stuff.. then i almost automatically wanted to go to my corner of the house (haha) to study under my crappy table lamp! its become some sort of a habit now.. but i'm actually forcing myself not to study for awhile.

to break the cycle, i went swimming. like i said, exams made me fat.

i want to go to the beach.

maybe i should get some sleep to make up for the lost hours esp in the past week. its really taking a toll on my responses.