Monday 7 July 2008

negative thoughts before tomorrow comes




yes, i've been lazy.. to take pictures, that is.

but then again, its not like i'm not lazy in my normal state or to begin with.

so thats all i have to post up. because i'm lazy.

tomorrow or rather, today, is our dooms day. OOOhhh we're getting back our papers, people,

SCARED?? perhaps.

no, not perhaps... ok a little... perhaps.

but fate IS fate yes? once you've given what you can, doesn't matter whether it was your best or not, its done. nothing you can do now, but pray to your invisible God whom you faithfully believe exists will help you somehow, because someone in the course of your life told you so.

but what if God doesn't care? he's got the self-destructing world to think about, he's got to worry about north korea and iran, and he has to grow the grass and make sure the sun still shines. who are you in comparison?

a mere product, a human being, thats been over produced and left idle?

perhaps.

i have no right to say for certain.

am i only saying all these because i know my fate is fixed and there's no way God can help me now? or even if he can, will he abandon me again like he did before?

perhaps.

i dont like perhaps. so i'm taking Control on my own life now, fate is in my hands. and so is yours in your own.

dont be afraid to ask for help. i was too stubbon. but now its different. maybe God will help me now.





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