i feel so sick

i

feel

so

sick.

damn. i felt worse the last xp, but thats not the point! the point is that i am not fully conditioned to go for xp again!!!

then i'll lose focus and sprain my knee again -_-

AND its JUNE XP. thats the scary part.

ok.. if you think about it.. it might not be so bad..its like what? 3 days up down? and the third night would be spent on the bus or something.. then the time after that is not too physically demanding. i'm sure my brain is still fully functional.. either that or the past 6 hours of geog just killed whatever thats left.

its the HAZE i tell you.. yan and i normally dont turn the air-con cause the fan is enough (we've got lots of wind circulation up here), but yesterday, this wasnt so good cause the wind brought along with it then HAZE.

oh my gosh.. my throat was like GGAAAAHHH... so freaking irriated and this air was like forcing a bottle-brush (the ones with the poky nylon bristles) down my throat. i couldnt fall asleep like that, so i turned the air-con on!

damn, i think i'd have to disinfect this keyboard later... cant stop sneezing

my head feels heavy... my neck is aching.. i'm going to diieeee

if i dont survive this, people, i want yan to know she can do whatever she wants with the room..

and she can have my bed.

oh. we got the food rations for this XP.. there's not much.. i'll probably starve, and it'll contribute to my death. i like the sugar biscuits though....

and RAARRR, our tent STINKS!!! we havent even step foot on to the mountian yet!! well done in cleaning them, jones. PLUS, we got the crappy tent we used for march -_-" oh joy..

oh yea, john john made a deal with me. if he manage to complete ropes level 1 in 5min30sec, i'll put in a good word for those in his batch that failed the test.

it was 5min at first.. if not he wouldnt have sealed the deal.

but well done on that, john, i'm glad you're willing to try for your batchmates, so that they can have a higher chance of going for the waterfall abseiling :), and for that, you'll be commended.

in the end, eugene lim (i duno why he's so nice today) passed everyone that failed (i think).. and thats only because he didnt mess up their stuff to test if you guys know how to wear your harnesses!!!!!!!!

hmmm... i still need to get everything that i lack, and daniel's cola sweets.. i'll have time for it tomorrow...

righto... pi pa gao is not working that well.. need to find a new solution

Ooo brown rice today.

if only i was a pokemon... then i could just go "Yang, use Heal!"

and everything would be better again.